Pregnancy Blog
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Well today I decided to take a HPT! I am on day 41 and soooo hope my periods are not going to be 40+ and all that!!!!! Well I got a positive HPT at around 6am. I told DH it's a faint line and who knows. So I took another at around 8am and it was REALLY dark positive. So I went to church with a smile on my face. I'm exhausted and wonered what was up these last few days. I've been very hormonal and just thinking I'm getting ready to start my period. Well God decided to bless me with PREGNANCY!
Just when i get all excited I have an "off" month!!!! I went to 40 days to get my periods. UGH! PCOS GO A-WAY!!!!!!!
Wow I chart my periods and I've been consistant with 35 day cycles. WOW! I'm still nursing my daughter and wonder what will happen after. I'm just excited that i'm "regular"!!!!! Yippeee!
Well, I tried the charting my period. This actually helped me see my abnormal cycle as normal before having Lydia. Then not too long ago I tried charting temps. Well I wasn’t really doing them 'right' but I was doing something of the sort. I even tried to do the CM and position etc. And even recently, I went gung ho and bought a TON of HPTs and OPKs from testsforless.com
Well, I will keep charting my periods for doc appointment reasons, but I'm done with everything else. So I am 'officially' stopping TTC, even thought I felt I wasn't TTC and not preventing either.
It's just that my charts for Oct, Nov, Dec 2005 were SOOOOO much like Oct, Nov, Dec of 2003, before conceiving Lydia. I got my hopes up!!! And then God again reminded me, He's in charge and HE knows best when I should conceive... As much as I think I am ready, HE knows I am not (cause if I have a tough day with Lydia, I cannot imagine, if I had another, how I'd be).
I had my period in Jan for days!!! I think 12 or so and then I spotted the rest of the month. On the 22nd day from LMP, I had another period (almost thought it might have been an m/c, but will never know. Then Friday AM was my last SPOT! Woo Hoo and noticed how EW my CM was thurs and Friday and was getting hopes up for BD and all. Then Friday night, I told myself to STOP!
It's too much of an emotional rollercoaster. I have a miracle daughter for sure. I have a super hubby and I have an awesome new life. I need to embrace it all and LIVE! :)
Ahhh it's so freeing. YEH!!!
Thanks for listening. I *KNOW* my PCOS ladies understand!
*HUGS*
Lydia's Momma, Since Sept 2004
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